Its been a while

I figured its been too long since i last blogged so it was time to spill my heart :)

Well..our baby girl is almost 2 months old and wow what a change its been . Knock on wood she has been sleeping a little longer and grumpy a little less. It makes the transition easier. I am still healing and still so very tired but i am having such a great time watching my children grow. Rylen has taken everything so well. We recently moved as well so he has had a lot of change in his little life and all things considered he is doing such a great job at taking it all in stride.

There are times i do miss just me and Rylen and after humbling myself enough to express it to Ivon we have agreed that there is going to be some time set aside where Ivon will take Mataiya so Rylen and I can share some time alone. I realized that after me feeling this way i am sure Rylen is feeling the very same way so we needed to do something about it. So, tomorrow morning Ivon has appointement in Winnipeg so Rylen and i are going to stay behind and enjoy the morning together.

Mataiya has just started to smile and it makes all those times that arent so fun so very much worth the frustration. She has the most adorable dimple and i try to capture this grin on camera but of course its our little secret for now and she isnt about to share it through a "kodak moment."

Ivon and I have being doing great..its wonderful being married to ur best friend so you can confide in them with all things. Truth is i am very self-concious as a mother and lack alot of confidence in my parenting so he is always there for me and thats such a great feeling..between him and God ive got it made and i manage to get through everything quite well. We have been starting to set alot of goals now that were settled into our new place and Mataiya isnt such a newborn and its so exciting to dream about our future and focus on our goals.

So..all in all things are well..i wouldnt trade any of it in and i would do it all over again if i had too. God is good and he reminds me of this everyday when i see my children smile ♥