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Our bonding never came naturally. I dreamnt of those moments that my child would be born and there would be immediate love, but that wasnt the case with us.
It started off with a pregnancy that wasnt what we would call welcomed with open arms by everyone, and then an 80 lb weight gain, followed by a traumatic birth. It wasnt the greatest start to our life together, but we found the strength in God to keep going and everyday we rely on God to help continue our bond. I am finally starting to experience those real feelings of love that i had desired so much, and its an incredible feeling. I never told alot of people about my experience or the fact that i suffered sever post-partum depression, but i am no longer ashamed of it, so i share it now because its brought us to this point.
God is sooo good!
I'm so glad you started to blog, it has helped me sooo much with dealing with my everyday feelings. I look forward to reading more.
ReplyDeleteI have to admitt that i never seen you as someone who would blog but for the record i am happy that you find something that you like so much. By the way this picture is one of my favorite of you and Rylen.
ReplyDeleteLove you Babe!!!!
MWAH
I'm assuming that Ivon wrote that and not Heather ... it confused me :)
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